I went ahead and got SAI and started stumbling through the software again. Amazing how dumb I feel when trying to tackle this stuff. This didn't take too long and it's the first time I've actually liked the way the "inking" turned out. It looks more natural and not so rigid and boring. I think a big part of this was figuring out a canvas size and resolution to work in and using a larger brush size than I normally would have to allow more difference in my pen pressure.
Seeing this gives me a little hope that maybe, just maybe I'll be able to churn out some decent art work. Up to this point I was feeling incredibly unmotivated to draw sim